Oh Man! BLECH MOOD!!!

I am seriously sinking. I know I can do this. Others have so much faith in me I should have faith in myself. The reality....I don't. This class is tough and we have two teachers. One that is fabulous and the other one must be tired off all of this because she just skims over things and talks so fast there are no way notes can be taken. She keeps stating how tired she is and how she just doesn't feel like going in depth about things. So. I have an extreme amount of reading that needs to be accomplished. So I don't have much time to contact my friends. As a matter of fact I missed a friends baby shower this last weekend because I HAD to study. I suppose if I lose friends because of this then so be it. I just barely even have time for my own family. I have had a headache every night from stress. I can feel it starting when I wake up of all things! I have counted and I only have six weeks left in this course and 2 semesters after this. Really makes you have an appreciation for those that walk around you that have busted their bootys to have the RN after their name. Someday, ME TOO!